My Sky is Falling

Stay positive – stay high – stay alive!
Stay positive – stay high – stay alive!
I scream – I scream – I scream
No one hears me – no one cares
No one knows how to decipher the silence
Only me – only me – so alone in my feelings

Stay positive – I fall – I cry
I was doing so good – so good
I smiled in spite of my disease
I was ready to face the music
Dance on the high road – win…
but then…

Stay high – the drugs make you sick
They bring u down – it’s okay I’ll be okay
I thought….
I’m not because outsiders won’t let me
They won’t stop – they won’t stop

Stay Alive – how – why?
My sanity is tested beyond reason
for someone who is normal
Stress engulfs the positivity of life
The smile fades to tears
I can’t do this – I heard myself say??

I can’t do this anymore – What?
Why? Can’t anyone hear me -
Why won’t the voices stop -
Why can’t you let me be??
I want to say ALIVE

CAN’T YOU HEAR ME??

Stay positive – stay high – stay alive!
Is that so much to ask
A day – an hour – a minute without wrath?
I feel like shit – the meds aren’t right -
I caught a cold over night

Systems on a down – I’m fighting
Fighting for the right
To Stay Positive – stay high – stay alive
Catalyst will come and go
They aren’t suppose to pound down your defenses

LET ME GO!!

Tears wash away what good was there
My fears try to creep in and take over
stress my worse enemy it’s so well known
BUT YOU CAN’T HEAR ME…WHY???
please…
spoken too softly….Leave me alone

Please let me find my way back
To stay positive – to stay high – to stay alive
Don’t be the catalyst that creates
Storms of stress from hell -
System’s on a down

My sky is falling….
My light is fading….
Light the bounces of heartbeats
Beep beep – beep beep – beep …
Flat——-lined now

Now you can’t hear me
No one can..
Not even I can discern quietude
in the death of stress’s grip
My sky fell……